deviantART is a crazy thing. i feel a sense of comfort here...like i always want to come back. i think this community is very personal and i love sharing my art with whoever happens to come across my gallery. it's a shame i've been neglecting such a great community...it really is great. somewhere along the way, from the time i graduated high school to the time i started college, i lost touch and i don't like it. i could use time as an excuse, but really, i have just as much time i did. the key is to make time to devote to art...the most important thing in the world, in my opinion. i miss this place soooo much. we'll see what comes up. i want to feel that passion again....

well, with all this free time on my hands, and the fact that i have photoshop at home, i'm starting to submit some of my recent work. i already have two deviations in my gallery, both are of the same futuristic/surrealist theme, and i am expecting to edit a few more within the next couple days. i've uploaded a lot of photos with potential, and i'm only hoping to polish them up to what they could be worth. this will be a creative year for me..i can already tell!!

i'm truly living life, and i have to say that i loove it! things have been looking up in my little world, so be expecting more deviations from me once i get photoshop on my new laptop!! have a happy halloween everyone! i know i will..studying for college algebra allll night! heh, who am i kidding.

well, i've just recently started college and i have to say that i'm really enjoying it. at first i was really frightened about the whole adjustment, especially living someone i didn't know until now. but it all worked out really great, and i absolutely love angela. we've gone out a few nights and had excellent conversations..and..we enjoy the same shows! gilmore girls and friends, and sometimes real world just because it's in austin! yeah i'm just so anxious to know what my future is going to be like. i'm majoring in communication design, but i'm not exactly sure if i'll be set on that all four years. it's so much work (equal to the amount of work sciences classes provide) and i've heard from some people that it could turn into a five year major. i don't know, my second choice would have to be english. i could pursue in many different jobs in that area, and with that i could receive a minor in photography. then, maybe photo journalism could be an option! haha..that's what i wanted to do in the first place. man, i'm already having doubts about my current major. it's difficult being a confused teenager and experiencing all these wonderful, scary things all at once just puts more strain on the subject. who am i? that's the most questionable question i've ever asked. i hope you all are doing well.

most of you probably think that i no longer exist, but the fact is..i do..i just haven't had access to my computer for a verrry long time, as well as the time to submit my work. but, i now have my computer back, which can only mean more deviations. sorry for being gone for so long..if anyone cares. i promise that you will see me here more often.

-amanda